the more wish,the more disappoint

i am waitting here today,just want to receive a message.but it is beyond my expection.
a hug is only a unavailable dream.it is time to get up.i want what i really want.

Previously i got a beautiful song.it is the lrc:

Imagine if we never lied.Imagine if we never tried.
To be something we're not.We forgot how it feels.
To be tight.To be close.To be real.
And I miss you.And I wish you were here.
I stopped breathing.When you said you don't care anymore
You're caught up in your plastic life.Changing right before my eyes.
A chameleon.I used to know you like the back of my mind.
Did that part of you die.
And I miss you.And I wish you were here.I stopped breathing.
When you said you don't care anymore.
And I'm scared.Don't don't leave me alone.I'm home having nothing.
Anyway anyway.Standin' on the corner in the pouring rain.
Gotta find a drug that will keep me sane.Like you
I watch you from a distance.I remember all of those instances.
When you smile.Whe you laugh.When you crash.
When I'm there to catch you. when you fall.
Tell me that you're doing fine.I still remember every time.
And everyone .I know will say.That you are always apart of me.
And I miss you like you never knew.And I miss you like you never knew

it is a quiet time to share the feeling.but who will know?
Sometime life is like a dandelion, we can't control where the wind will carry us to...~